Breaking Up is Weird to Do: A Guest Post by Janice Harper

Janice Harper is an anthropologist, blogger, and all-around smart cookie. I first discovered her on Open Salon, when I read her incredibly honest and insightful piece about her previous life in the 1%. Then I read her really funny Huff Po piece about her post-1% life and how buying Bob Dylan paintings kept her from despair. By this point I was completely enamored with her writing and asked her to contribute a Blogger Space piece. She said she’d rather do a guest post about her stint working for a divorce attorney, so I said fine. If you don’t know her work, you should. Visit her at Huffington Post, her chocolate blog, and her personal web site.

Shortly after my parents separated when I was a teenager, I asked my mom if she and my dad planned to get a divorce. “Oh no!” she assured me, “that’s not necessary.” I felt a momentary sense of relief before she added, “We divorced years ago, right after the war.”

“The war,” for that generation, being the Second World War, which is to say, back in the forties. Long before I was born.

The startling revelation that my parents had divorced decades prior and that my own birth was somewhat less legitimate left me rather astounded. I had just always assumed that my parents were married, given that they lived together, had four children and called each other husband and wife, albeit not always in a nice way.

“What do you mean you were divorced in the forties?” I asked. “You can’t be serious!”

“Oh, yes, I divorced him all right, and he had it coming, let me tell you. We just couldn’t agree on anything, not even who would move out of the house. So neither of us did.”

I wasn’t sure if that answer explained an awful lot, or made their marriage (and divorce) all the more confusing. In the end, I just decided to consider it pretty funny.

But I had no idea what funny could be when it comes to marriage and divorce, until I went to work for a divorce attorney. As the humorist Jean Kerr once said, no lawyer is ever really happy with a friendly divorce. It’s like a mortician finishing up the job only to have the corpse sit up on the table. And I happened to be working for a very good attorney, the kind who could sever conjoined twins and make sure his client got the only liver. So as you can imagine, I saw some real unfriendly divorces.

Now, I know that people are never at their best whenever they put their lives in the hands of an attorney, which as far as I’m concerned is as it should be. Attorneys are, after all, professional troublemakers with shatterproof hearts; at least we hope that to be the case for what they cost us. The last thing anyone needs is a nice attorney. It’s like hiring a Canadian hit man. They’re bound to end up shaking hands and apologizing for the gun, once it occurs to them how impolite it is to execute a person.

But I discovered fairly quickly that not even Alley McBeal would have had the patience to endure the emotions of her clients had she specialized in what is so wrongly termed, “Family Law.” Nothing brings out the underbelly of our souls than breaking up with someone we once swore only death would part from us.

There I was, about two days out of college, happily employed as a legal secretary. My job was to greet the aggrieved, take their calls and type up legal briefs — on this amazing new machine called a word processor — when I began to learn what divorce does to otherwise sane people once their private lives are turned into public records.

There was the couple who fought — endlessly and at hundreds of dollars an hour — over who would get the table lamps and the duck decoys. By the time the matter was settled, they could each have purchased their own well-lit hunting lodges for what they paid to squabble over their knick-knack duck collection. That was a couple, I concluded, that didn’t really want to divorce but once they got started thought they had to see it through.

Then there was the woman who arrived in a state of absolute panic. Her husband had come home with muddy footprints in his underwear and could not explain the grass stains. Turns out he was frolicking with his mistress on the school playground very late one night and the Fruit of his Looms got trampled.

“And now he wants a divorce!” our client wailed, flaying her hands all over the place and blubbering like a toddler. “I can’t get a divorce — I’m Catholic! If he divorces me I’ll never go to heaven!” She spent weeks frantically trying to stop the divorce to save her soul, and found little solace in the fact that she had a good attorney and would get the house and then some. “Please don’t let him get away with this!” she cried, “I’ll do anything to keep him!”

Then one day she arrived for her appointment looking like an entirely different woman. She was dressed impeccably if not just a touch provocatively, her skin was tanned, her hair cut, styled and lightened and her gnawed-off fingernails perfectly manicured and conspicuously missing the wedding ring she’d vowed would get her into heaven. She’d never been so calm or self-assured, as she took a seat with the grace of Audrey Hepburn and the smile of a saucy vamp who’d just done the dirty with the handyman and found his work had met her satisfaction.

“Do you think we can get this divorce settled soon?” she asked, as if making small talk. “I just can’t wait for this whole thing to be over,” she said half to herself as she admired her shiny nails.

It seems a relative had died and left her loads and loads of money. His relative, to make it even better. So much for an eternity in Hades; she’d found heaven here on Earth and there’d be no more dirty underwear hung out to dry in her most comfortable future.

Then there was the client with multiple personalities who was hoping each could get alimony, and the embattled drug dealers who lived in a storybook mansion that looked like something out of a Disneyland exhibit and didn’t fight over where they’d live, but whether they’d live and which one got sent to prison.

Or the client who was in his seventies and had been married for nearly fifty years, but just decided he wanted to die single and was willing to leave his wife alone and broke for the opportunity to do so. Strangely, he was murdered shortly after in a drive-by shooting; who’d have ever seen it coming?

Each client came with a story, a story that spoke of tragedy, comedy and drama in every frantic phone call. For many, divorce stripped them of the camoflauge of social pretense and they came to us in all their gory glory — angry, self-righteous, unconcerned about anyone but themselves, and least of all their children.

But for most, divorce had yanked their future out from under them, stripped them of their identities, their homes, their families and their pride. They arrived in our offices traumatized and confused, seeking only peace and finding only combat. With only children, money and material possessions to argue over, since matters of the heart matter little to the law, divorce transforms relationships to resources, with battles over duck decoys somehow feeling worth the hatred.

My own parents finally got back together again, once they found a house big enough to house them separately and peacefully, and they lived oddly ever after.

And I finally got fired from the divorce attorney, when one of the partners caught me playing Yer Cheatin’ Heart on the Dictaphone equipment (he had issues). You just never know what might get you tossed out the door, whether it’s country western music or trampled underwear. And once it happens, there’s no telling what’s in store.

But whatever comes your way, just take a deep breath and remember, the other guy gets the table lamps and decoys. You go for your future.


About perilsofdivorcedpauline

I am a survivor of a world-class gnarly divorce. My dastardly ex-husband is suing me for full custody of my son, and more time with my daughter. He’s super-rich and I’m super-not. You get the picture.
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10 Responses to Breaking Up is Weird to Do: A Guest Post by Janice Harper

  1. “Nothing brings out the underbelly of our souls than breaking up with someone we once swore only death would part from us.”

    “For many, divorce stripped them of the camouflage of social pretense and they came to us in all their gory glory — angry, self-righteous, unconcerned about anyone but themselves, and least of all their children.”

    The big D: nothing, absolutely nothing shows our true self: generous or stingy, gracious or mean, altruistic or self-centered. What will any of us do when we’re under fire? It is the true test of our mettle.

    Ms. Harper, your article is fascinating, funny, and, I’m afraid to say, somewhat depressing. A divorce attorney told me that in his career, 10% of the divorces he had worked on had been confrontational. But that also meant that 90% of his divorces (maybe the word amicable would be pushing it) had arrived at a conclusion which was satisfactory or at least accepted by all parties. In saying that, it may somehow seem like a faint, just a faint glimmer of hope that the light at the end of the tunnel is not a train. Whatever the case, anyone is going to retain a scar they will carry around with them for the rest of their lives. Wow. Like really wow. I wouldn’t wish this on anybody, not even my worst enemy, and I would hope that anyone going through this the best of luck with the minimum of pain. I would suggest Tylenol 3 but whiskey is good and if you have access to morphine, by all means.

    Ms. Harper, thank you for the article. Ms. Gaines, thank you for the presentation of this writer. I wish both of you and your readerships the best of luck in your worlds. wb 🙂

    • Thank you for reading, Mr. Belle! Astute and entertaining response as usual.

    • Thank you, William. I know it may sound bleak and depressing, but not entirely. The fires of life are indeed a test of our mettle, as you say, and once tested we can discover what we’re really made of. Divorce, like marriage, is a huge test, but it’s a cleansing one. And I think in a weird way some of the easiest divorces are sometimes the saddest because they are often the product of the emptiest marriages. But whatever the details, when life hits us head on there is always a light for us to follow, if only one small ray at a time.

  2. I am a new fan of Janice Harper: She had me at — the image of the Canadian hitman…


    This is the kind of thing people going through divorce NEED to read. It should be required reading before any appointment with a divorce attorney — like the HIPAA form for uncoupling couples.

    I went for the future, not the decoys. But I definitely would have done better having read this before the decoys were thrown out in front of me!

    My thanks to you both for a great read this morning…


  3. Jenny says:

    You know, it’s hard to make divorce funny, but this post did. Thank you for making me laugh before noon.

  4. What a quirky and delicious piece! Just what the doctor ordered. (Thank you for making this introduction, Pauline.)

  5. Pennie Heath says:

    Brilliant and I especially loved this. “Nothing brings out the underbelly of our souls than breaking up with someone we once swore only death would part from us”. Oh God, I did do that.

    Thanks for this.

  6. truthbetold4302 says:

    Love this!

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